When the heart, the soul, and the body are at war, walls collapse, feelings disappear, like the snow melting away on a crisp cool spring morning. your days grow long from the miles your mind races, your body aches from being torn in two. You try to feel, if anything at all, like your whole world is new, and your unsure of where to begin. A flower grows, it literally crawls life out of a dark cold hole. It yearns to feel the warmth on its body as it reaches higher for new life. As it grows it stands Tall...Proud....through the rain, the storms, the days upon days in the heat and weather....Yet that flower still blossoms.... but all flowers die off, whither away, to be born again, into a new life.... when your soul is at war with your heart, it as if you can feel everything, and still nothing at all... you are lost, somedays all you yearn for is to be found... yet still others you wish to be lost, left alone... because it is easier to cope with these feelings by locking them away than face the true demons in yourself... the true demons are what makes a human a human, the flaws...it gives us our souls, our smiles, our love.....yet we lean to pushing them away....sometimes you can love something and life continues on, things change, you can let go but never forget.... your life is short, it is the one thing in this world that is for sure, when it comes, it was never enough, yet it was always set in stone.... care about the ones you love and the ones you have loved, embrace while you still can.... never have regrets, everything happens for a reason and whatever it may be is what got you to where you are today, made you who you are... everything in my life has got me to where I am today... no regrets, sure i look back and wish i could change alot.... but hindsight is always 20/20.... doesnt change..... when your torn apart, at war in your soul or in your heart... always remember.....you make your life what it is.....no one else but you....

-matt 26feb2013